我是SHIRLIA ♥

2009-08-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

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Woah! I'm so happy!
You know why? I screw my Chemistry big time!

I slept for at least half an hour throughout the exams
I skipped half of the paper
I wrote nonsense
I don't even feel like attempting the questions

Ain't you gonna clap for me? :D

Aftermath, slacked with Irene,Pat and Jas Ng
Dewi Sis gonna handle some matters

Walked with Jas Ng,Irene,Xin Yi,Jie Shi,Siong Kiat,Kerwin and Lester to CP
On the way saw Cedric

Pat had some D&T stuff so she stayed back

Home sweet home!
I can't believe I slept for about 5hours?
What an awesome nap :D
Slept from 10plus to 3?

Slacking again!
I believe I am gonna screw my History Paper tmrw
I didn't study a shit about it and I know no shit about it!
Actually, I tried to study for History
But I didn't absorb anything-.-

So yeah,History Paper tmrw FTW!

Was slacking with my dog at playground and I saw a bunch of ...
Ruin my mood for the day (:

Dog is asleep D:
& You know what? I think I better sleep now or else tmrw or the paper later will be a disaster

2009-08-07T01:25:00.003+08:00

My fats just can't seems to go away D:

I am feeling better!

Yeah,maybe because I slept more yesterday?

I hate to be sleep deprived-.-

Yesterday marks the start of Prelim 2

I hope I improve larh!

I hope my friends and I will work hard together larh!

I hope I have feelings for nobody now

I think I am?

I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

AHA! Thanks God, Thank God I'm myself again yippeeeeee!

It's time to work hard!

As if I really will

Just had English Papers and Science (Biology) P4 yesterday

It was easier than Prelim 1?

Yes,Prelim 1 are killer papers

Write about an occasion when your instinct is proven to be eventually right

I did this question for English Paper 1 Section 1 Question 3

But but but, then then then,again again again,I did not really focus too much on my main point? ):

Oh yah,my story plot was adapted from my D-O-G(Jas)'s story book

But I change it a little of course

I just hope I improve and pass them all!

I love Prelims because I have no homework and I have passing luck ((:

Aha! What nonsense,don't mind me,I am like zi highing here

Good results must put in great effort

And I put in no effort-.-

Which mean to say that my results can be nowhere better..

There will be National Day Celebration later and you know what?

To me, school's National Day Celebration especially Compassvale Secondary's is utter rubbish

The real National Day Celebration then will carry the Nation's spirit and bring the people's atmosphere,ambiance to a higher level yo!

Oh yeah,enough of crap

Now,for the real talk

To MAN TOU:

Yes yes yes,I will do will for my Prelim 2 and throw my good results on your face(If I ever do well larh)

You better stop thinking about me and never let your emotions affect your Prelim also alright!?

I have my limit and I guess the game's over.

PURSUE OUR FUTURE TODAY MY MAN TOU :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TO DOG

Don't so emo le larh,I will tame you and I promised you that

I promised to post about you in very big font size so yeah

I'm afraid you can't see what I typed,here's to you DOG

Study hard and put such stuff aside

I'm sure there will be a better tomorrow

Your future is important

You gna win the Dog Competition and Medals! :D

ADD OIL MY DOG :DDDDDDDDDD

TO LIL BRO

I'm glad,so so so glad to see you cheerful again

As your sister,I have the right to coach you and stuff

Instill in you life's essential's

I know you will do me proud like what you promised

Stay healthy and never let me down alright

LIL BRO I'M ALWAYS BEHIND YOU

To CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TO COUSIN & KAOPEIKIA &&GSQ&&& XiaoWen

Thanks for your care and concern

I won't let myself down

I won't let you all down

I won't want to let anyone down

It tears me inside to see you all so frustrated over me

I will try to do my best,pursue for my dreams and achieve my goals

Big talks and its hard

But I promise I will try :DDDDDDDDDDD

eWwWwWwWwWwWwW,I'm being so sweet here yah?

I love slacking! [[[[[[[[[[:

Damn it,sister PS me later uh

Pon sch!

Whatthehellllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

If I'm not collecting my Art Prelim 2 Question Paper tomorrow(later..),I won't give a damn

I'm so lazy

Lazy to go to school

Lazy to wear my House T

Lazy to take MC from Polyclinic

Maybe seeking Miss Teo for Practical Consultation?

If its agreed,it will be so cool!

Okay,I will end here

I'm afraid you fall asleep before I do so tatas!

2009-08-04T23:39:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to say
But I don't want you all to get upset because of me because it will hurt me even more
I rather I suffer alone

All of you have things you need to do
Don't bother about me too much yeah ( not worth it (: )

My art is a disaster!

I saw this very shuai guy at Hougang Secondary during tuition
We keep looking at each other idk why :D

Blow wind blow
Blow blow the unhappiness within us all
Blow wind blowwwwwwwwww!

I edited this post & republished it

I don't understand lah,why can't I do what I want?
Don't I have a choice?
Am I not a human?

This kind of stupid feeling is bugging me again
OMGosh I thought I could live w/o it today
but Oh no,I'm so wrong D:

Don't be sad larh,I told you before it hurts me more to see you so sad ):

Great Game

2009-08-03T21:47:00.012+08:00

To you,
Your letter is contradicting us? All of us
I hope we stay as friends because friends last longer than anything yeah?
I mean those kind of true friendship
I know you like her
I try to pretend that I am indifferent
How I wish I was anesthetized
I won't want to be jealous

Never did I know that I will fall for you
Even if it was somebody,I thought it was her
How things come and go without knowing what's instilled for me

And extension of what I wrote,it is not possibly all her fault?
Lets be fair
It is us all
If we were straight forward enough,all this would not have happen?
I hope so
Since things are in this state,if I was me, I mean the me I am now,I'll try to be open minded
I rather I get hurt then others get hurt?
I don't know
For I'm used to it

To you,
lets make this clear
I am not worthy of your love
You & I are friends
I really treat you as a friend
I don't wanna be called a third party or anything
I know it hurts,I know how it feels but yeah,I'm sorry
In the near future,when you think back,you may even laugh at yourself
Commenting that you was so inane falling for a pathetic soul

I screwed my life I screw everything,yeah man!
I knew people who I thought was simple
Be it their way of life,whatever
No,sad to say,I was wrong
So wrong
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on me when I think everything's okay and everything's going right
When I began to grow closer to them,that is when all the things started happening
Things, I should know and things I shouldn't

My lifestyle change once again
Maybe I was never adapted to the environment I was in,I think I can't live the way I always wanted
My dream crashed
My inspiration,self esteem,everything

Never did I really feel extremely proud of myself
I end up hurting people around me
I end up getting hurt be it by friend or anything
It was neither once nor twice
It is like a cycle I have to undergo everyday when I wake up
Again and again
I can't escape no matter how much I wanted to,how much I wanted to let go

I'm a secondary four O Lvl student
I don't motivated at all to study
Yeah,because of everything that happened
From little problems to bigger ones
Just like how polypeptides form proteins

This year is happening,so so happening
Problems again and again

I need a break!

Why? Tell me why do I have to endure all this?
I really feel like I'm not even being myself
Even if I were to start studying or revising now,it will not be for myself
It will be for my parents
I don't want to let them down
They worked hard hoping to see me achieve good result but I ended up creating troubles for them and becoming a good for nothing
I don't want to feel guilty
I'm afraid
Terrified

If I was to find motivation,it will be because others around me are doing better than me academically
I want to beat them
But that kind of motivation would not last for long

O Level is something I must get over and done with but
I really had enough
I really feel like giving up

Do you all even put yourself in my shoes or even really try to understand me?
I doubt so

Then,I don't like the education system of Singapore
I think it sucks to the core(:

Maybe I'm so wrong to give that kind of remark
Maybe it was just me
I don't know

I do my homework for the sake of having to hand it up to the teacher
I didn't do it for myself

I'm tired,worn out,exhausted
I failed to sleep for more than three hours everyday-.-
Crying almost every night in bed
& My mum always ask me what happened
You know what she said?
She told me I never even cry when she hit me
So what could have been so impactful and made me break down?
Deep down in my heart,it is everything

I really don't know what is gonna happening the next second
I wish I never know
I can't always pick myself up every time yah?
I hate living for somebody out of my conscious and not for myself

I think I'm pathetic,problematic
I'm a loner :D

Things so simple can just get so phucking complicated and things so complicated is resolved in no time

Mad World

Will time just freeze?
Ohmygawd! Shirlia, don't even think about it ):

2009-08-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

Thank you

for you all to show concern
for you all to get me out of this rut?

for you all who never leave me alone
for just what you all did

& to you
Game over LOLX:

2009-07-30T21:44:00.005+08:00

Like a veil,it covers my sorrow
I can't see the way to go

Everything I've believed in seems untrue
I shouldn't have know you
I shouldn't have meet you
I shouldn't have think too much
I shouldn't,shouldn't,shouldn't

It was once none of my business
But now,I can't feign ignorant

I can't get over it
I think of you even when I'm not suppose to
You landed me up in this state!

Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while
You hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake

Be my escape!

Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

I don't feel like facing all this I don't
I wanted you so badly
I hope I didn't did what I've done today

I cried because of you
I never expected that

I'm tired to the bits

I'm sorry

2009-07-29T23:31:00.001+08:00

I think I'll stop here

2009-07-27T01:25:00.006+08:00

I think I done nothing much this week
Standardised Test for Social Studies is tomorrow,in fact today!
I didn't even touch my book ahahaha!

I think the long run is more important then the short run ya?
Excuses again!
Yet again and again!
Me and my bloody excuses!!

Ohmygawddddd! I think I need to fix my brain-.-
My homework for last week is either done during lessons or ______

Anyway,I love today.. no I mean yesterday when _____________ (:
I like playing badminton the day before! Hanging out with them practically everyday!

I can't get to sleep like seriously!

You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
You should've said no, you should've gone home

I can't resist before you go tell me this
Was it worth it, was she worth this?
No, no, no, no, no, no

lt's a shame to be
So euphoric and weak
When you smile at me
And you tell me the things
That you know persuade
Me to relinquish my love
To you

I didn't mean it
I didn't want some things to be like what it is now

I don't know who likes who and who don't likes who! X:

2009-07-25T23:32:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna grow up,I don't want to
I feel like I'm suffocating and I can't breath
Oh,I'm dying

2009-07-22T21:08:00.017+08:00

Maybe it was believing in your lie, believing in illusion,

me falling into this trap and

this is the reality I can't escape

I want not the answer for other question

I was true as the sky is blue
But I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes

Cause I've seen your act
And I know all the facts

2009-07-20T23:49:00.016+08:00

Ingredients of My Good Life

Processing~

Slacking
Blow 2
BBQ

Eating delicacies
&Friends

Jas .Y ,Man Tou,Wen Wen,Dewi,Pat,Jas Ng,my tuition mates and teachers,Rachel,Wei Sheng,Wee Kian,Wei Jian,so on and so forth

Thanks you,thanks all of you for your love,care and concern

RACIAL HARMONY DAY TODAY,guess it's gna be boring (:
So can I give school a miss?
Pleaseeeee I wanna be sick!

Its been quite some time since I last posted
I wanted to post but unfortunately, I can't

I love my life right now
I have friends who encouraged me
I have friends who see me through the bad times
I have what I think I need

I should feel contented yah?

I had a taste of good food yesterday with my friends
I think I too much till I'm so bloated and I ate a few mouthful for my dinner
So did they?!

I think I need a massive work out
Fats,oh fats please just fly on to those black hearted souls >;D

I like the feeling when I'm being fetched on the bicycle
But the feeling of getting cut by the Tyre sucks!

Hey you,you know who you are,the one who fetched me everywhere with your bicycle(: ,I think both of you need time yah? Think about it no hurry
I'm sure your wish will be fulfilled once more

I like the feeling of *blow blow together

I think should just use a scissor and snip snap those unbeautiful moments then things would turn out great

I dont like to be alone in class):
I dont like you not adoring me

I don't have your news nowadays?
My friends questioned me about you and my mind went blank

I wanna zoom through this 4months so I getta enjoy my fruit of labor

Don't call me greedy
I want my parents to have faith in me and entrust me to anything
I want them to treat me as if I'm a young lady and not a young kid
I yearn for everything

I wanna have my say
I wanna have my stand in this family
They ought not to be biased

I want school hours to shorten or plenty of MCs at home! :D

I know its a crucial period this year I should play less and do more
I'll try (:

Whatever the outcome maybe,so long as I really made an effort,I think I will make it happen

I know the rainbow would not be up in the sky forever and I would not enjoy life forever
I just have to endure and learn from this and that

Its the same for cooking
I can never cook a proper mean without cooking the appetizer first

Life would be all jumbled up and that not what it is suppose to be

Life is anything,simple yet difficult so mind-boggling
Its not as easy as ABCs,its also not as difficult as counting the strands of human hair in this world

At times,I found it so hard to pick myself up from the mess
I struggled,I really struggled
The worst time was when I felt the whole world abandoned me
Crying to bed practically every night
How do I tape back the pieces so broken up?
After my post,I guess I can sleep with a smile

There were times when I wished my dream came true
& Those night mares of mine would never ever appear

Then I thought what's the point of living,there was no meaning in living
The next thing I knew, I started to get close to friends whom I was not close with

They sortta make over me
I find it amazing

That was another twist in my life story

Friends I was really close with left me?
I know no one stay by our side forever, so I got over it

At times,I'm not me I wonder why
Then I became me again

But I'm not the me you know years back
I'm not like what I look
I'm not that simple neither am I that hard to understand

How times flies 4 ,Years in Compassvale Secondary

Be it good or bad
Those Ups or Downs
By hook or by crook

I am still me and the voice within my heart never change

Those harmful words should be emulated!
Never ever hurt some one with your words cause it kills!

Hear what others say and forget it don't add oil to it,bad for health

Wordy post aha
Finally this is the chance to express my thoughts

2009-07-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

I wonder what you/you all are doing now

I'm in school I guess hahahs

I like my post to be scheduled
Its sort of like a prediction of my own future?

Oh boy ~!@#$%^&*()_+}{|":?.

You know what?
I don't know! :D

2009-07-15T03:33:00.002+08:00

Hi, time check

3:33am

Guess what?
I'm asleep LOL

I just published this post at 3:33am
Yeah,you know its so funny of me to do that
The reason being I'm bored
Too bored
Far too bored

I guess the thought of schooling and completing assignments,tuition,ASP make me feel more lethargic D:

Oh, & I phucking realize its our 1st month :O

2009-07-14T21:57:00.001+08:00

I feel like blogging about a lot of things
My thoughts,my feeling in fact everything

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which Im dying
Are the best Ive ever had

I find it hard to tell you
Cos I find it hard to take

When people run in circles
Its a very, very
Mad World

2009-07-14T16:15:00.007+08:00

Photos below taken on 9 June

Cousin deleted the shot I like-.-

Lesbian partner LOL!-.-

Woah look, the CHIJ gang siol aha!

Phuck face 8)

Mummy told me this
"I never see you studying at home before"

In my mind I thought of this
"I like!"

Whole week slacking at Hg Avenue 10 Blk 409
Machiam our Headquarter *winks

Ta ma de my lips bled
thanks to _____
3 days alr

Saw _____ for 3 days too
Na bei suay siah

ManTou! Refrain from using th word KaoPei! ahahahaha!(inside joke)

I felt like giving up
But in the end, I perserved

Pon school is loved!

2009-07-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO L!

2009-07-11T13:40:00.003+08:00

不够成熟

假装都看不到不再重要
无言是一种毒药更像一把刀
不想再当配角安静让我动摇我想逃跑
就让回忆停止呼吸

My Derrick so cute! aha

He act cute,I'm phucking ugly and KaopeiKia with the phuck face!

Whatever it is, I love life when I'm not in school!

Actually,I'm really worried
I'm really worried about my examination and Art especially
I even dream about me doing Art and I ask "how do I paint this" today!

The thought of art,the sight of examination timetable frightens me

Yeah,I'm afraid to the face the future
I'm afraid that the past will become my present and future

I'm a coward
I still refuse to face reality
I didn't attend lesson because I want to escape
I'm still immature
I'm still tired

I relay on people too much

Ewww me ):

I had a lot of fun this two weeks

Kbox,lan,slacking, everything

Except the fear I had to overcome
The thought of seeing my parents so disappointed in me
The thought of seeing my parents having high hopes on my sister and not on me anymore
The thought of me not achieving my goals
The thought of me admitting defeat

I concede defeat

I think I rest enough this two days at least
I think I need to keep the ball rolling

Even if I'm tired,I must preserve

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂

难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

所以即使到最后还微笑着

2009-06-24T19:59:00.006+08:00

Siloso beach

Songs of the Sea

Went to Sentosa yesterday

With WC,TSL
Cousin promised to meet us later but ended up not meeting us
We tried contacting her but to no avail

I gave WC his birthday present and card Marie,love and what I made
We have not meet up for years I guess hahahs!

A pity, love couldnt participate in our outing

WC and TSL probably had so much fun bullying me!

We played in the sea
We had some "heart to heart talk"
We starved the whole day together

Finally,we meet Marie and her love later at HabourFront Centre's KFC

After starving the whole day, there's finally food! :D

We had so much fun crapping at KFC

All the stupid blunders,lame jokes hahahs!

So our stomach are filled!
Marie and love went to Changi Airport blablablahs

TSL,WC and I went to Vivo City
We shopped at TopShop,Forever 21 etcetc

Went Vivo City's playground aftermath
Listened to songs and played there for a moment

Took MRT home

Look at that,they are so exhausted; PIGS! :D

Rotted at home today!

Aunty Lucy's FC

I'm no. 84 :D

2009-06-22T04:04:00.019+08:00

Blood is thicker than water

Our cute artist

The five of us!
My sister,Yvonne,Celine,Me and Eilane
Actually there's still two more but they camera shy uh

Let me blog about Saturday first

Pretty love tuition that day
Filled with fun and laughters

I drew 6 hands that day

Agape Int. is renovating
Hope it will turn out real nice!

Finally our tuition has its own blog too!

Outing with cousin and love

Went to Cineleisure
Watched Dance Subaru

Slacked,crapped and ate
Very happening at BK :D

Went to Cineleisure pool for cousin's
Eight of us slacked together

Love went home earlier because Sunday was Father's Day

Slacked with cousin's love and their friends
Very happening too
They are all friendly pple!

Slacked at town all the way till 3am
Shiok!

Sunday
Father's Day!

Lunch for me was at 5pm /:
Went over to Granny's house

Ate mini reunion dinner at 8pm
Sad to say,not everyone was there

Went shopping with cousins later

Camwhored and caught up with them,long time no see!

I love my love/s!

Actually there are many many many more photos but too bad,Imma lazy upload! (x

2009-06-22T01:58:00.022+08:00

Darren is so cute!

The fish is protecting its eggs(the one in yellow),taken at Marine Parade
BBQ/My sister on the massage chair/Us at the beach

I love this few days!

Had fun!
Real funnnnnnnn!

Let me update you guys about Friday first

Woke up real early for tuition
Had four hours of art

Rushed to my house void deck
My mum and sister kept rushing me because she was afraid I would not reach in time
My mother's friend wanted to fetch us to Tanah Merah Safar Resort
In fact,I was early
My family excluding my father together with one of my mother's friend waited for the other friend for half an hour-.-

We stood there like statues..

So finally the car arrived
The four of us sat in my mother's friend car and off we go

The sun shone brilliantly then
We unpacked our stuffs
Slacked and walk around

Gambled at night!

I guess my post looks kinda wrong-.-
I'm so pissed off with my modem! It kept disconnecting!

2009-06-18T16:53:00.004+08:00

Whatever,I seriously don't understand what is wrong with using computer later or for long hours
It's just using computer
I'm controlling my usage of computer and the computer is not controlling me!

My sister can do what she want yah?
Everything!

What the fuck is this?
I use computer she kpkb
My sister use computer she never kpkb

I hate it you know?
I hate it when my sister give me empty promise
No, hate is not a strong word to describe how I feel
I totally abhor what they did

I abhor it when I'm trying all my might just to use the computer and my sister pretends she heard nothing
I abhor my mum opening her mouth to me for even the slightest thing and siding my sister

I can't even vent my anger,arghs!

I absolutely abhor it!

I hate enough of all their nonsense
Nonsense and more nonsense everyday
Nonsense and more nonsense from everybody
YUCKS!

Can't they just stop it?
Stop getting in my way
Fuck off larh
Don't ruin my life,don't ruin me
Screw the hell of you
Screw you real loose!

I feel worst,talking about them

I can endure no more):
There's a limit to my patience

My sister should jolly well grow up
Stop irritating and imitating me

She ought to grow up, LONG AGO

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Anyway, had breakfast today with Cheryl
Girls talk (:

Went Kovan later on to collect my spectacles

Had school today
Surprisingly,I like school today

Laughed quite at lot :D

I like the yellow precipitate formed from Potassium Iodide solution and Dilute Nitric acid

(insoluble lead iodide)

Oh yah,forget to mention the joke of the day ytd
One of the test tube I used got stuck onto the funnel
Because the test tube was hot,it melted the funnel and that's how it got stuck
Seriously,damn mushroom-.-

There's no sch tmr and no ___'s lesson today!(((((((((((((((:
Tuition tmr..thanks to O's..

After practical was Pizza Hut with Wei Chang,Jian Hao and Wei Xiong

Tmr is Wei Chang's birthday so Jian Hao treated him
He asked us to come along?
Thanks for the treat yo!

The total bill was $50.44

Jian Hao is fifthly rich!!!!!!:DDDDDDD
He is also good in audition!

The guys there all better in terms of character compared to my sister!-.-
Wei Chang poured red chilli pepper into my Ice Lemon tea after I drank a few mouth and that's it..

Jian Hao and Wei Chang even tried the drink:0

We were blabbering nonsense and stuff
Funny day with them!

When I came home,its a total different picture..

2009-06-16T18:01:00.022+08:00

I♥GOH SONG QI

爱你爱到要死!

His mine as of 150609 till our affinity ends

We known each other since I was Secondary 2

We started out as colleagues, became friends and became in love in & out

Nothing you did ever upset me badly and that's what few people did

The little things he did made me feel so sweet

Iloveyou,I really do(:

I'm afraid of losing you

I know I'm not a good gf

They are tons of girls out there but you chose me

You are a wonderful bf and there was a purpose behind everything you do

Thanks for being there when I needed you

Thanks for constantly reminding me to eat dinner

Thanks for giving me hope and courage to face my life once again

Thanks for sharing with me those logic

140609-150609

I spent the whole night with you

You made me the happiest girl then

谢谢你的温柔

谢谢你热情的拥抱

The police even jotted down our names

It was an unforgettable moment

Your smile,your laughter

They made my heart skip a beat

They are the best gift I ever had

Love is simple yet it is hard,I will cherish every moment when I'm with you

Continued to pursue your passion(:

I'm sorry if I'm ti ki

I'll change for the sake of you

I'll quit smoking and go to NP (if I can) because of you

I'll try

Thanks for your couple ring,I'll remember every single thing we did tgt

Times really flies

Though you live at Havelock road and me at Hougang,distance will not separate us

I wanna me your girl now and forever :D

Iloveyou but I hateyoumore,I love you most! (:

I can't bear to live you & I'm missing you every minute of every day ):

I'm not trying to suck up to you,but thats how I feel

Ewww, I'm so sick

Missing you so so so badly

Outing with girls were great

I don't know if you all care

I don't know if all even felt or noticed before,

all I ask for is to be mindful of your words cos words can run me down

You don't know how much pain I suffered,you don't know how hurtful you are,yes,you don't

You think you did nothing wrong,but to me,its a major offence

Stop telling me about my eyes and the bf who disappeared!
Now I have got someone who really cared yah?
Not like I really love that Wilson LOL

He's in my blood,my soul,my everything now

I shall stop bothering about people who don't even bother or care for me

I hate school! D:

There's school tmrw till friday and some other days

Not only are there school, there are homework!

Omgosh! I would definitely choose to slack/stone tgt with bf then go to school!

But I needa learn to be realistic,lessons wont be canceled becos I don't wanna have it

2009-06-13T19:26:00.009+08:00

Sister and I :D

(Taken ytd)

My baby-Wei Yuan,Me and My other baby Wan Ling (:

(Taken 1st of june?)

She deserved to me beaten up -Hui Ying

(Poor baby, don't learn from me)

She's my pal,kindergarden till now(10 years)

Phuck you larh

I'm so disappointed by th fact that you think I treat you as a dog

2009-06-12T13:35:00.007+08:00

I'm very very tired D:

I feel so sick!

Anyone out there knows anything? ):

Sick of everything,yucks

Chao cheebye,ask you help me will die like that

Damn it,now how am i suppose to do my art? go back to school later? WTH!
Phuck,phuck and phuck

I know you don't care cos it doesn't even concern you larh
I told you it was urgent right?
Everyone is shit!

I did this on purpose (:

2009-06-05T23:52:00.006+08:00

I'm here to pin down my thoughts again! (:
Actually,I don't know what to say, but I think life is bad for me

First I heard Shairah gossiping to Priscillia Chua about me
So what if I have sore eyes? Does it concern you?

Oh please, get over it girl?
Holding on to the past and bearing grudges won't do you good
Jolly well scram and fail for all I care ;D

I'm not blind,not dead,not deaf nor dumb
I jolly know how you guys are thinking and fear not,you will get what you deserved (:

Li Ling is a boot licker! xD
She suck up to Sophia ewwwwwww

No girls in our school are that decent

Well,blame it on me
It's in my blood,in my genes

I cared too much about how others feel,think etc
I hate that I cared

I hate the fact that my eyes are still swollen

I hate the fact that I did my art real slowly

I seriously cried almost everyday
I think I feel better after crying since my sister and mother don't understand me at times, and nobody does,I just cry
I'm not trying to be a cry baby here but yeah,life goes on ):

I hate the fact that I have to be in school each and every single day
Seeing faces I ahbor

I'm so quiet in school that I just scream when I reach home

Had steamboat with Pat,D.Y,S.K and Gab at Bugis ytd
Love it! (:

Slacked etcetc

I rather be with people like them everyday
At least they don't hurt you and all
They care for me (:

But I can't my schedule is so tied I just wish to break free!
Piles and piles of homework-.-
I'm not a robot seriously like what I said before

I need some fresh air

Last but not least, Love AuditionSea :D

2009-05-31T14:37:00.006+08:00

In the days where I suffered the pains,

Crying alone again and again

In the days where my heart is cold and sad

I cried so much this year

A year full of unhappiness

No one really cares and no one really understands

I'm dilapidated

I'm confused

My eyes might signify the scar left on me

The kind of lonliness and problems I have to face time and again solely by myself

I can't face it all alone

I need someone

I'm not strong

I'm made of flesh and blood

I'm torn

I'm worned out

Hadn't I hint them and ask them for help?

In return,all I get is cold shoulders

I don't want this to happen to me

Not again and again

I yearn to have a best friend

A pal I can share all my burden with

Someone I can talk to

But no one regard me as a friend?

They despise me

They think I'm a sore

One even said I was extra in the class

I tried to avoid thinking about the hurtful comment

But the more I tried,the deeper I fall

No one really talk to me

They hide everything from me

They fake a smile and that it

I'm neglected

Times and again

I'm not use to it and I never will

Empty promises

Some one once agreed to something and that person did not compromise

A loner

I'm now

Tomorrow is O Level Mother Tongue

For the past years, I had someone to study together with

Some one to play with

Some one to laugh with

Some one to eat with

But now,I'm all alone

No one knows the kind of fear I face

No one knows the stress I face

No one knows the pain I'm experiencing

I'm dying

I want to hide from everybody

I think of suiciding almost everyday

Not that I'm scaring anybody

But I just ahbor facing everything I need to face/am facing

Just little hurtful remarks and I'll burst

I'm too fragile

I'm too sensitive

Blame it on them

They changed me

They changed my life

They brain washed many people

Everyone is obviously siding them

Everyone thinks I had it upon myself

Everyone thinks it's my fault

They will never listen to me

They will never hear my side of the story

They prejudice

I'm dead within

Long ago

I'm studying for the sake of it

I'm going to school because I have to

I have no choice

Going in and out of school almost daily

I never really like schooling

Especially this year

Yeah,I know I have friends who talk to me, but they are not close to me

It's always casual chat

Who bothers to call me and study together with them?

Who bothers to tell me their heart warming story

A friend to them? I'm Not

Whatever,

Some one once said memories are lies

They deceived us

We shouldn't indulge in the past

What is over is over

They won't come back

What is happening is the truth

It's plain cruel

I know I'm not alone

I know I'm not the only one suffering

I shouldn't fear because God is with me

I should reach out and accept his help

Nonetheless,I don't feel good

The kind of sour, gloomy feeling sucks

I'm facing many many uncertainities

I don't know what is installed for me in the future

I don't know what is going to be my stepping stone

I don't know what is going to be my stumbing block

I'm drowned in my own sorrow and it seems like I just can't get the hell out of misery

I'm torturing myself unknowingly?

Who doesn't wish to be happy?

Who doesn't want to live life meaningfully?

I wish I'll get to sleep and wake up tomorrow forgetting all the troubles and stress

I don't want to feel demolised

Yeah, memories/lies can't be erased

They can only be covered up

All the pain and torture,I want it no more

I'm just being naive )':

2009-05-30T23:51:00.004+08:00

Boys Over Flowers

Hot larh!

Looks similar? hahahs (L)

2009-05-29T22:38:00.014+08:00

Before & After [:
(you know what I'm talking about?I know you don't,because I don't xD)

Love Him Because He Loves You

The Jaunty Ladies

Jasmine,Patricia,Irene,Dewi & Me

Rachel and Sara was at the basketball court too (:

This girls are amorous,crackbrained and they won't bitch!
Unlike some girls who bitch behind people's back, no they don't
I feel absolutely succor when I'm with them

They make your day by adding colours to it
Life is bland without them

I wonder why they had this sudden urge of cam whoring out of the blue?
Anyway, it's kinda fun! So there I was joining them and making a fool of myself! xD
I L-O-V-E I-T !

Five days of Chinese Intensive is over?

O Level Mother Tongue is around the corner! Technically Less than 3 Days

What can I do?Pray hard I'm gonna score in it! (:
Give it my BEST SHOT!

Not to worry,I know I'm not alone
God is with me and I'll reach out to him if I need help (:

My sister is really driving me nuts!
She tricked me!
I'm so not going to fall for her tricks ever again! >;(

Ewwwwww,I flunked Mathematics like wtf wtf wtf much!?!?
I have to do the damn holiday homework like seriously, or rather drilling Sec 4 time/:

I wished I didn't have that damn headache which made me fail!
Even if I were to fail,I think I should just be issued the book with the green card and not the yellow card!
Strangely,my English improved? 0.0
The rest of my grades dropped!
I'm not sure about my Mother Tongue for Prelim 1 but who cares?!
My ultimate aim is . . . O's
Hadn't all of use been waiting for this moment?I'm so gonna take my Mother Tongue paper,once and for all with at least distinction

Concentrate of my Chinese before I do anything else RAWR!

一言以蔽之，所谓人，要改善这个现象，谈何容易，不是一朝一夕的事，也不是你我独立能办得到的。但是，笔者深信，只要，“人心齐，泰山移”，我相信改善这个现象只是时间上的问题。

All the bullshit stuff that I needa know-.-
I knew some but what I'm most afraid of will be not having enough time! ._.

I hope what I did last time won't 重蹈覆辙！
Though failure is part of succeeding,I hope I'll hang on till the very end
我要拥有百折不挠的精神，事半功倍的效果！

Paper 2 should be easier because no need to study!woohoo~!
But I'm gonna create miracle and score better in P1?
What do you think? (:

Damn my eyes better heal before I take my CL O's

More pictures coming your way (:

2009-05-23T22:56:00.008+08:00

良心是内心的审判官
Conscious is the Judge

Our conscious is like a compass
It is a gift from God
Only human beings have it
Animals were not blessed to receive this gift from God

Our conscious gives us directions in life
Without our conscious,we will be completely lost

Our conscious can be misleading too
A compass will show us the wrong direction when a magnet is placed to alter it
In life,the wrong kind of people will teach you the wrong things in such a way we are blinded by the wrong things

我们的良心必须受到熏陶和强化才行

Preach the word
All wonders were made by him
Nothing is impossible for him

照亮我隱藏的倔強
One of the sentences from this song(:

Randomly listened to it but quite nice uh!

2009-05-22T23:11:00.005+08:00

The World Is Ending Soon

After all the disasters that strucked, be it wars,violence,famines,economy crisis,false religions and all,
Look what the earth have become!

How many fatalities were there?
How many suffered?

Compared the earth 50 years ago and now
Was there much pestilence in the past?

Was food sprayed with insecticides?

Was there global warming?
The advancement in technology also led to the increase in omitting of green house gases

Weapons created was never left aside

We know all this through the satellites man created

I'm afraid most of which are human cause

We need to save everyone and the Earth from the state it is now

Jesus prophecies are fufiled!

God created good things but man ruin it?

2009-05-21T23:09:00.003+08:00

我要慢慢浏览风景
切断所有的电力全世界都停机
倒转所有的日历

I NEED TO SLEEP!

Examinations are over!
However,I will be dead tmr!
I don't wanna go to school like seriously
Face ____ for 4 hours! :O

Terrible-.-

Was supposed to meet a few of my friends for different outings
Ended up not going for them
Had some unexpected outing instead

Hmmns,pray hard that I won't be in school tmr :D

2009-05-16T22:28:00.009+08:00

Wesley(Kop from Mao mao's blog LOL)

Pictures taken long ago/:

There's So Much More I Yet To Know

I feel like breaking out from this cage and daily routine of mine
I want to experience The World like what Bryan did

I want to see the simple smile of people from all over the world instead of seeing people who ..

What bugs me most is I can't do the things I want
Maybe not now
It'll be a long wait I guess

Anyway,had a great time playing badminton with sister and Hui Ying
My skills are rusty!
Do I even have skills?
Accompanied cousin to Cotton On
She bought her High Waist Skirt

After that,the four of us played badminton
I wished my other primary schoolmates were there

We lost contact

Was suppose to be watching a movie now
But we canceled it last minute due to some reasons,oh well.

Angles and Demons

The team behind the global phenomenon The Da Vinci Code returns for the highly anticipated Angels & Demons, based upon the bestselling novel by Dan Brown. Tom Hanks reprises his role as Harvard religious expert Robert Langdon, who once again finds that forces with ancient roots are willing to stop at nothing, even murder, to advance their goals. Ron Howard again directs the film, which is produced by Brian Grazer, Ron Howard, and John Calley. The screenplay is by David Koepp and Akiva Goldsman.

When Langdon discovers evidence of the resurgence of an ancient secret brotherhood known as the Illuminati - the most powerful underground organization in history - he also faces a deadly threat to the existence of the secret organization's most despised enemy: the Catholic Church. When Langdon learns that the clock is ticking on an unstoppable Illuminati time bomb, he jets to Rome, where he joins forces with Vittoria Vetra, a beautiful and enigmatic Italian scientist. Embarking on a nonstop, action-packed hunt through sealed crypts, dangerous catacombs, deserted cathedrals, and even to the heart of the most secretive vault on earth, Langdon and Vetra will follow a 400-year-old trail of ancient symbols that mark the Vatican's only hope for survival.

2009-05-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

Everyday is a fasion show and the world is your runway

I am so gonna miss my tuition teachers!
Mrs Yeo, Teacher Grace and Teacher Sherry
They will be away at Japan for about two weeks?
I hope they will bring back souvenirs for me [:

All the best my lovely tutors,have fun!

Had Mathematics P1 today
Screw graphs and speed what so ever /:

After which was Science P1
Chose my answers randomly? LOL

3 More Papers to go -.-

2009-05-14T19:40:00.010+08:00

My latest creation!

I LOVE DO MO KUN! :D

I had tuition today, 5 hours of Mathematics!
I don't care I must do well for Mathematics,I don't wanna disappoint myself
I spent my time and effort on it and forgo my lunch man

只要功夫深，铁棒也能摸成绣花针 !
I hope I get what I want if not I'll collapse

No A/S=let down myself X:

So,I kinda thought about the sad thing

I thought my mum was biased
Firstly,she asked my sister and I who want to eat first
Knowing that I did not eat my lunch,she still ask who wanna eat first
If she's really concern about me,why would she not scoop food for me?

I hate it when I'm treated this way not just my family
I hate it when people treat me as their friend's friend and not their friend
I'm upset or whatever because I care

Next,she seldom talk me.
I tried to talk to her and her reply was like so reluctant

Furthermore,since I was born something was different from myself and others
Maybe that caused me to be extra sensitive?

On top of that,I wonder what's wrong with my sister today
She claim that she will treat me nicely and encourage me
We share this Sisters Diary
But her attitude in the afternoon was contrary to what she said
So it dawn onto me that I can't trust anybody except God perhaps?

Lastly,I screw my exam big time!
Never have I ..

I became extremely sensitive this year
Especially after so many incidents had happened
Many people walked in and out of my life
Not just what/how you think but you won't understand, neither will you care right?

How great this year had been
I wonder how many problems have I faced-.-

2009-05-12T22:00:00.009+08:00

I LOVE CARE BEARs AND PLUTO !

OMGOSH! I LOVE MY CARE BEARS :D

i love care bears
I love care bears
I LOVE CARE BEARS

I want more! :)))))))
Ain't they adorable?!

i'm just lovin it~

This pictures below are seriously rotten

I wanna upload pictures but..but I cannot track where are the pictures or where the USB is stored?!

Finally my Internet is in working condition,love it! [[:

I am determined not to study, oley!

So far , English and Chinese down

Chinese = screwed up, goner! D:
English,for the first time I think will be better than my chinese?

Everything just seemed to be Topsy turvy!

Hella!

I thought there was no school today you know?
End up I have people telling me there's school today -.-
Ruin my mood arh, RAWR!

Tomorrow SS and Chemistry
I didn't even bother to touch my book, GREAT :D

Having said here,I think I'm going to audi

See ya!

那些心和心那些小秘密

Slacking some more, continue slacking :D

2009-05-01T20:26:00.004+08:00

I love my life when school is not in my dictionary :D

But I kinda hate the fact that I have a stack of homework waiting for me at home

Life is great with friends(who cares) around

But somehow I feel closer to other friends than those I am supposed to be close with

Shall not elaborate much but continue to enjoy me life!

Pictures soon yeah?

2009-04-30T21:44:00.010+08:00

Victor or Victim?
Bitter or Better ?

Singapore raises swine flu pandemic alert from yellow to orange

Swine Flu OutbreakWorld health officials have stepped up warnings of a possible pandemic of swine flu as governments released millions of antiviral drugs and the number of cases rose, spreading into Europe. With the likely death toll in Mexico, the epicentre of the outbreak, now standing at 152, the WHO raised its flu pandemic alert level from three to four.The number of confirmed cases in the US stands at 44 and Britain and Spain both said they had registered patients sick with swine flu, the first in Europe. In Asia, South Korea has reported a suspected case of swine flu in a citizen just back from a trip to Mexico.

How I wish I'm gonna get Swine Flu! :D

At least I'll be remembered for something

Thanks for the nagging arghs! I'm like updating my blog like so finally larh .. Erh .. I have nothing to update man! Actually I have alot to update but .. LOOK! I don't know where to start ):

Shall get started someday

I despise people who ...

2009-03-21T17:06:00.009+08:00

MANIAC!

I so love this Electric Guitar! :D

Born For This - Paramore

Oh no I just keep on falling
(Back to the same old…)
And where’s hope when misery comes crawling?
(Oh my way, Ay…)
With your faith you’ll trigger a landslide
(victory)
To kill off this common sense of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
We don’t need the headlines
We just want…

(We want the airwaves back, we want the airwaves back)

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

Right now you’re the only reason
(I’m not letting go, oh…)
And time out if everyone’s worth pleasing
(Well ha-ha!)
You’ll trigger a landslide
(Victory)
to kill off their finite state of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
No, we don’t want your headlines
We just want…

(We want the airwaves back, we want the airwaves back)

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?

Alright, so you think you’re ready?
Ok, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
Alright, so you think you’re ready?
OK, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

We were born for
We were born for

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

Imma feeling rocky today!
I feel like screaming,yelling and jumping about!
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!

Anyway today is a fine day
Even the weather is pleasing me!(:
There's rainbow! :D
It's like I seen 3 rainbows this year
My sister said she saw more than 3 :O

I had a nice dream this morning
How I wish it was true

I hope today last forever
I hope my dream continues
But I know I'm really dreaming for my dream to come true and for today to last forever

Good thing don't last long
I think I'm trying to deceive myself
Will tmr be a better day or will it be worst?

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-03-21T11:56:00.010+08:00

Hot Stuff! - The Band :D

Was kinda bored so I zi lian a lil and took photo graphs of my slippers-.-
The photos are blur because the camera sucks? xD

She sings really well!

So my mum and her friends were practicing at Tang Lin CC
From 7- 10pm

Awesome! I wanna be in the band too :D

I bought the food above for my family in the afternoon
I don't know what they like so .. X:

After they practiced, we went for supper
Home at 12plus

That spelled yesterday hahahs

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-03-20T11:42:00.006+08:00

More pictures pending~

I look like a Sec 1 student?

Arghhhhhs!

After I went home from Mock Exam
Went home
I blogged
I played audition
I ate my lunch

Went back to school
Art ASP for 3 hours-.-

Home again
Changed and stuff
Went for tuition - 2hours

Man Lin was there!

After tuition was lan (:
2 and 1/2 hours

Ewwwwwww, school is coming!
I have yet to touch my homeworks -.-

I know my post is very short but who cares? :D

\m/(>.<)\m/
Rock On!

I only care about .. (:

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-03-19T11:00:00.003+08:00

More pictures coming along

When we started out,
I couldn't explain
What we're about.
Words couldn't contain
And seemed to refrain
What it is I felt.
So amazing
To receive what delt

Three days worth of drama is over!

I thought drama is goona be very bad but I conclude that I'm wrong
It wasn't as bad as what I thought!

In fact,I don't mind all the hard work and effort I put in
If not for you guys,things wouldn't turn out this way yah?

I'm sure if everyone put in effort, SYF is no kick! :D

The drama club went to ACJC yesterday

The stage was rather big

I know I tried (:
I'm kinda lazy to blog out what happened xD

I just hope that we will get at least a Silver for SYF!

After drama,walked with Audrey to Compass Point
Chun Ee and Malcolm walked with us half way through and disappeared into midst air!

Aftermath, slacked awhile in Compass Point with Audrey
She went home

I went to Hougang Mall

Saw Mr Saranvanan while I'm on the escalator down to Seng Kang Mrt
Chatted

Bought eye brown stud for cousin
Went over to her house

She talked to me about what's happening in her life etc
Helped her with nuffnang
Cam whored

She fried nuggets
I ate two of them

Took bus home
Saw Pek Yee

She style larh!
Got tattoo,tongue piercing,nose piercing

Everything also tried already/:

Homed
Bathed and watched TV :D

Today was Oral Mock Exam -.-
I wanted to pon derh but too guai already :D

I spoke some words wrongly!
The conversation was -.-

Don't wanna talk about it!

It's over :D

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-03-15T22:21:00.006+08:00

I kinda like today :D

Had bible studies
Went to Ming Li's house
Jehovah Witness gathering?

There were about 36 people!

Had some food
There were Bee Hoons,Jellies,Fish Balls,Bananas,Sandwiches,
Watermelons,Pan cakes, Oreo and Cheese Cakes my favorite! :D

Some Potato Chips and fruit juices too

Played some games
We were separated into two groups

First was some guess the word game
We had to show by action what the character or country it was
Our group won :D

Next was memory game
Using the poker cards in 5 x 8 order
Our group won again :D

Lastly there was this game where small pieces of papers were on the floor
We had to suck it and make it land in the box
I kinda went out of breath~

Collected some prizes in the end
Made new friends too (:

Everything is so packed tmr larh!
Had other outings but sadly,I have to go to school! ):

Went to lan with sister later on
Played audition for two hours
Shiok siah!
Played dynamic 4 ; random ~100
Got one game I got 23 perfect but the last one I missed because the song haven end I pressed space bar!?
End up failing the mission WTF!?

Chance 4 for all slow songs
The last game haven end then time up-.-
If not I can get alot of dens and exp lurh!
Cos I first X:

Went to Hougang Mall
Ate at Qi Ji
I ate Laska with Chilli and Sister ate Mee Rebus
Shiok siah!

I took this, so vivid and of nice angle right?! xD

My sister took this, so blur and the lady's back can be seen! X:

After eating,went to arcade
I played Percussion Freak and Basketball
My sister played Percussion Freak and the Guitar

Ewww,how do I unlag my computer when audi-ing?
It's like I can play well at lan because the audio effect and all are good but at home I can hardly perfect!
My computer must be unlag for audi! ):

Why must I go back to school tmr?!
Feel like pon-ing all the way larh!

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-03-15T12:21:00.007+08:00

妈妈生日快乐 :D
Dearest Mum,Happy Birthday!

因为你，我没放弃活着的希望
You're the reason why I'm still present

I know the card looks ..):

What I wanna tell her is in the card (:

My dad is working/:

My love for you will never be replaced!(:

W/o my Mum,I will not be where I am,who I am
I really really love her!

My Chinese compo was about my family okay (:
Nearly cried while writing

Why is it that we celebrated her birthday in the morning?
She's going out later

I would have been dead long ago if not for her/:

It's our first time celebrating my mum's birthday X:
Because many many things had happened

Anyway, I hope she like it(:

Do you even rmber your parent's birthday?X:

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2009-03-14T22:59:00.005+08:00

Thank You For The Truth

Though It Hurts Like Hell

Shoot!
My mum found the card we made yesterday
Thanks to my sister! -.-
She didn't keep the card properly!?

Was supposed to surprise her with the card tmrw but she read it first
You know what?
She cried!
But she acted a brave front saying she's tired-.-

Too touched by what I wrote yeah? :D

While writing the card,I felt like crying
After I wrote the card,I read it to someone

I cried-.-

I just feel like sleeping all day long larh

Seriously,I don't feel like doing anything
Was supposed to go out today with cousin but I turned her down and ..

I'm becoming more and more ..

I don't feel like talking
I just feel like being alone cropping up in my room all day long?
I feel as though I have no one to talk to

Was I like this in the past?
What has become of me?

Maybe I'm too use to the kind of life I think I living in/:

I watched 爱就宅一起 , nice show(:

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2009-03-11T22:02:00.008+08:00

I'm your reasoned alibis

I'm feeling lousy for I don't know what reason!
It's like I suck in everything ):

I can't play audition well
I can't find ways to make my computer less lag so I can play it well
I can't sing
I can't study
I can't draw my finalized Marine Life Layout
I can't find the Chinese E dictionary for Friday's Mock Examination
I can't obey my parents
I can't entertain my friends

I can basically do nothing!

I hate myself for that!

I fell sick at the wrong timing
I feel like doing things at the wrong timing

I think too much at the wrong timing
I show care and concern at the wrong timing

Everything is so wrong!

I don't even feel like watching Perfect Cut 2 which I would watch every night

Who's gonna pity me?
Who's gonna understand me?
No one! (:

I miss you):
Why didn't you reply?

I wish I can just sleep forever man!
I don't feel like knowing anything
I don't feel like enduring anymore

I just wanna break free! :D

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2009-03-08T22:18:00.003+08:00

A clever man commits no minor blunders

The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources

Guess what?
I got the O Lvl Oral Communication book from Zhen Hao (:
He also gave me a Power Packed Vocabulary book,thanks zhen!

His hair is growing long man!

I went for worship service yesterday

Took 89 with Jeremy and the other girl
The bus finally arrived after a ten min plus wait?!

Went to met Zhen hao

He passed me those stuff I mentioned and off I go to somebody's house
Waited for him to have his dinner

Cab to net force

Played audition and surfed the net for four hours plus
Shiok! :D

Reached home at 1am?-.-

Today woke up at 11am
Had lunch with my family

Bible studies (:

Went to lan again! :D

This time round went with my sister
I went to lan for a total of nine hour plus this weekend! :D

Awesome!?

Kinda no life but I'm lovin it

Smile, and the world will smile with you
Laugh and they'll all think your on drugs

I'll be sober tomorrow but you'll be ugly for the rest of your life

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2009-03-06T15:59:00.005+08:00

Every step I took since
the moment I could walk
was a step toward finding you

Chinese Zuo Ye! blurred-.-

一段消逝的友情

Because of you, I finally realise what a friend can turn out to be
Because of you,I dare not trust anyone anymore
Because of you,you changed my mind
Because of you,I screwed my life
Because of you, things will never be the same anymore
Because,it is because of you

Randomizing (:

Looks like one week is almost gone!

Four Mock Examination Papers down(:
Left the last two papers which are none other than Chinese and English Oral

Boohoo!Chinese and History Homework-.-

&& I have to go back to school for Art ASP and Drama Training D:

I like to watch this show!
For me it's a must to watch :D

Today is the last day of school before this week end
Pity me,I can't watch movie with my friends instead I stayed back in school for Chinese Enrichment!

School is BORING! :D

I can't wait to get back my papers though
I think I'll be disappointed when I get back my papers? Haish

Imma going church tomorrow I guess
After missing out for one week!

Ohohoh! Before I forget thanks Alvin Di Di for his Chrysanthemum bottle drink (:
He wanted me to write derh xP

I'm having counseling later on
I wanna go to lan too!

Audition is just something I can't get rid of :D

My mum's birthday is next Sunday and I plan to surprise her with a mini party?
I still owe Miss Cheng two times of detention-.-

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return

那段美好的回忆
在我心里
即使失去了
也chen经拥有

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It's 11:39pm now
I've being rotting at home ever since I came back from lan-.-

Before that I was in the arcade with sister and Edmund!
Walao eh he's Percussion Freak :D

He still asked me whether I play what game etcetc
What a small world
I know him, my sister knows his brother (:

My sister and I DDR Freak? xD

Ewwwww, if only I have Audition in my computer!

I missed Perfect Cut 2!):

I'm kinda hungry-.-

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2009-03-02T18:17:00.005+08:00

Is worrying too much/little a good or bad thing?

I think I'm insane!
I feel so relaxed all of a sudden!
I take things too lightly all of a sudden!

Firstly,I seldom post during weekdays
But with the exception of today,I posted! :O

It's like I like Mock Exam :D
because I need not stay back for CCA
I have lesser homework?

I can spend more time with my family :D

Maybe because I like today?

No Mathematics ASP today but it'll be postponed-.-
There will be no English ASP as well :D

Awesome!

But I don't have the urge to study and I'm not worry about it?
I think the wires in my brain are not right?

The Common Test for Mathematics I never even study!
The Matrices question is like .. ):

Anyway,after school today consulted Mr Arasu a lil while followed by Mr Tang
Reach my house's void deck at 4plus

Met my sister there
We went strolling with a dog
Her friend Jocelyn was there too

My friend even asked me to play pool?

Shit! I need to get my attitude right!
I must stop myself from going to the arcade or think anything else other than doing work and studying!
Yeah~it sounds no life but that's what life in school to me is all about X:

It's raining! As usual~

Somehow,it seems like I have a lot of time to spare but actually,I doubt I will manage my time well/:

But tomorrow,not just tomorrow! I must complete all my Mock Examination within the time span (:

I better stop now before I waste my precious time (:

Will things turn for the better?
I doubt I like the photo taking session tmr ..

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2009-03-01T17:33:00.004+08:00

This two rainbows are taken few days back (:

会呼吸的痛-Fish Leong

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Just heard that song hahahs, I like it (:

Walao eh look at the weather now!

Hell! I'm going to continue to do my art..
So..

Bye!

I want to go out larh!
Stupid weather ..

I must go out later :D

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The time now is 9:33pm anyway,I haven't finish my Art! D:

I never revise at all!
What the heck! -.-

My sister's dinner

My dinner (:

2009-03-01T11:11:00.006+08:00

The bonds of blood
are heavy
Even if I escape,
they keep my heart, so I must learn
to live as best I can without it

It’s not about the rank
Gained respect or courage
It’s not about being stronger
Or smarter on a whim

It’s about being there for one another
During the good and the bad
It’s about knowing others are there
To help make you richer in love

Filled with black hope and deception
When the truth be held right in front

I love my family
And I really mean it

They were the one who reached out to me when I'm in the darkest part of my life
I really don't know how to repay them

From the day I was born till now,yes, there were lots of quarrels and all
But they never give me up

I made lots of mistake in my life
But they forgave me

When so much things happened to me and I was left with no determination to face it, they encouraged me and made me hold on

I felt as though I didn't play my part as a daughter
I felt so guilty ):

How I wish the world is just the four of us
Wouldn't life be great?
Absolutely :D

I'm sorry for everything wrong I did
I don't wanna disappoint or break your heart further

Mum,I love you (:
You're the best mother in the world
I know your expectation for me are not demanding
I'm the one always stressing myself-.-

Sister,thanks for cheering me up
Although we do fought over silly stuffs but I'm glad you're still here for me (:

Dad, I know it's tough having to support the whole family,
but I know you will do it willingly because it's for us (:

The Best Damn Thing That I Ever Had :D

Nothing can buy your love for me

I hope it's not too late

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2009-02-22T15:58:00.008+08:00

I'm at Marie's house!

She's asking me about Mole?!

Finally pictures after years?! Sadly,not all the pictures are here-.-

Tesmanian! :D

Pictures at New York New York

Dinner with Aloy

"If The Fact Don't Change The Theory,Change The Fact."

It has been a really really tough week!(for me at least)

Everyday I'll have to stay back for Afternoon Study Programme/CCA -.-

Finally I can use the computer at ease for now?
I'm so lazy to blog about what happened! X:

There were rarely any soul in my house at 12am
But yesterday, somebody was at my house

We did some work together
He saw some photos of my when I'm young

He even chit chatted with my mother-.-

I'm kinda sad that Miss Yeow will no longer be teaching in our school
Nevertheless,I wish her all the best :D

Let me just blog about today?

Woke up early in the morning at 8plus
Was kinda surprised that I wasn't that exhausted because I slept at 3 in the morning
Was conferencing and chatting with some people!

Refresh myself and ate my bread
Changed and I'm off for tuition

Did my Mole Concept Worksheet

Finally I have a better understanding of Mole Concept thanks to Miss Fazleen (:
I had consultation with her and two other Sec 5s

Man I tell you,the Sec5 were funny!

I did the questions with one of the boys and we sortta ignore the other boy
We High 5 as we got the answer? hahahs!

After doing my Mole Worksheet, I did my Social Studies

The textbook doesn't give us the answers!
I had to understand and write down the answers my self ):

After that, I went home and changed again-.-
Met Darren at Compass Point

We walked around and went to Down Town East

Together,we waited for Bryan
Went to E Hub's arcade

Played the Percussion Freak
I love it yet I suck at it ):

Went to BK aftermath
Quite a number of them were there already

Ate my lunch blablabla~
Somebody came to look for me and left-.-

Walked to the church

Had worship service
Sang, learned and listened (:

After that, went to the rooftop
Got ourselves seated

Dinner was chicken rice!

We discussed why we need to give offering to God etc
Finally our cell ended at 9:07pm

First time man! :D

Break recorddddddddddddd!

Slacked and played Danial's Iphone
Took bus home after Deborah fetched Rachel and I to the bus stop

I hate it when I thought of ...

Ink runs from my eyes to this sheet
Emotion leaks from veins
Broken words and sorrow meet
Dying just as fast as they came

Nothing now seems fair
But look into my heart
Can’t you see my despair?
Can’t you see I’m falling apart?

Here it goes again
I begin to descend
Hurting deeper inside of me
Never really meant to be

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2009-02-15T19:50:00.004+08:00

Retorica Redundante

Imma back :D

So after being stuck at lan for 3hours plus surfing the net and playing audition,
Had lunch with somebody at New York New York :D

Yes! He treated me lan and New York New York :DDDDDDDDD
Thank you very much Mr _______ :D

My drink was Pink Inc and his was Root Beer with vanilla ice cream on it
His size of the drink is two times of mine can!

I ate Fish and Chips while he ate Cheese Fries and Giant Meat Ball Spaghetti

My sister came aftermath
She helped us with our food hahahs!

We were having more and more tartar sauce because it was simply not enough!

I played with the cotton candy and ate it too xD
Somebody knows hahahs!

We shared our food etcetc

Aftermath he went back home,to change etc and go out again -.-

Sis and I went to the arcade
Played like mad
I was perspiring like nobody's business -.-

Saw Ivy and Sherlyn

Had fun! (:

Went to shop awhile
Bought sweets from Mini Toons

Saw Vivien and her dad

Chatted a little and came home

Did my Zuo Wen
See, I told you I won't neglect my work! :D

Bathed and here I am

Having dinner with Aloysius and sis

Good bye!

Oh my ... School will start tmr D:

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2009-02-15T10:49:00.006+08:00

To The World You May Be One Person But To One Person You May Be The World

Turn Every Disappointment Into A New Appointment

Instead Of Completing With Each Other Why Not Complete With One Another

One Who Look For A Friend Without Faults Will Have None

Had tuition yesterday us usual~

Did Summary and Matrices

After that went home

Dozed off X:

Woke up and ate my lunch

Changed and took bus to downtown east

Haziqah took the same bus as me!

So we were catching up about our old times hahahs!

Reached downtown east quite early

Zac and a few others were there already

Waited for more pple to come

Fnally, all of us walked to church

Sat in the middle of nowhere -.-

Thanks Deborah for the card (:

Had worship service

I learned those values above from it

I had special order together with Joshua,Rachel and Samantha :D

Finally fast food for dinner after cell hahahs!

While waiting for pple to buy the food,the rest of the cell

Played the I-don't-know -what-name game

We were separated into two groups

Our group new was Win Already

The other group name was Win More Then Them

Hilarious name hahahs!

Each group had two turns

The game went like this

The person not playing give us a word or whatever so that we had to act it out

We ended up having a draw! :D

Said Grace and had our dinner

The seniors of our cell came back! :D

Naomi,Aloysius and Jeremy

Aftermath discussed about The Love Languages

There were 5 Love Languages

I mentioned during last year's post!

My favorite Love Languages was Words Of Affirmation and Quality Time (:

Everyone shared their favorite Love Languages

Rachel and I left early

Thanks Debra for the sweet (:

Bid Good Bye to all

Saw some Singing Contest while walking through Down Town East

The guy voice was awesome!

The other girl's voice I think she was too nervous?

Took Bus 89 home

Bathed and Sms-ed

Slept at 2plus

Today I woke up at 10plus thanks to all the smses -.-

I'm at lan :DDDDDDDD

Munching The Peanut Butter Bread at 7-11 with somebody (:

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2009-02-13T23:09:00.008+08:00

Before You See The Rainbow, Get Over The Rain

Monday to Friday

ASAP or CCA after school
You know it's kinda -.-

I shall just post about today

When to school as per normal

Had a nice chat with Charmaine (:

I received my first gift from Patricia

Thanks babe!
I felt guilty. I hadn't give Jun Kai and her anything yet ):

Sara gave me the gift during exchange of lessons

Wei Jie gave me a sweet during English lesson

Thanks those who wish me Happy Valentine's whatever

Lastly,I wanna thank someone special for that TASMANIAN that someone gave
That someone even delivered it personally to be outside my house!

Thanks alot yah! :D

Today was Total Defence Day
Our school shown us video which was rather fascinating
I put myself into their shoes
Oh my, it really was terrifying ):
But I didn't pay much attention to it though xD

After that went back to class and wrote some reflection about it

Had lessons as per normal

English followed by LCE
Watched different video clips during LCE
Rather interesting (:

Recess
Put stuff in locker
Went to someone's class and pass someone the card I made (:

Ate my sandwich there and chit chatted a little

History lesson
Continued watching some funny video clips
Everyone had to assemble at the field due to the Emergency Exercise

Patricia,Sara,De Ying and myself were plucking the grass and throwing onto one another's head xD

Went to court yard after that
The sun was scorching hot! Till I turned cold seriously -.-

After that went back to class
Another 5mins of video clip before marking the end of school

Oh wtf, I thought today there was supposed to be CL ASAP ended up I forgot that it'll be starting next week -.-

Anyway, met up with cousin and Jessalyn
Ate at the Food Court in CP

Saw Patricia,Sobana,Deborah,Sara lols!-.-

Different people at different place

After eating, Jessalyn went home
Cousin and I walked back to her school

I waited outside for her
To get those balloons

One of her balloon bursted! :O

If I were her,I sure xin tong man!

Cam whored!~

Went home
On the way back saw ... :O

Bathed,changed and stuff
Met cousin later outside the student care service center

It was such a coincidence that we're having counseling at the same time :D

Both of us gave balloon to our counselor
Cousin gave some sweets too

I wrote more words on my balloon to Miss Yang though (:

So we had a chat for an hour plus
Details not to be mentioned xD

Went to Hougang Mall aftermath
Slacked,walked and played at arcade

Home aftermath
Ate dinner

Had bible studies with Diana and co.

Ewwwwwwww, my parents always nag me for using the computer late!
It's like I seldom use can!?

Late only, haiyo! -.-

Dannnnnnnnggg, mosquito bites are so itchy! zzzz-.-

My plan this weekend:

Tuition & Church tmrw
Bugis and elsewhere on Sunday (:

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2009-02-08T00:07:00.004+08:00

See The Best In Other Person and Draw The Best Out Of Him

いかにするか?

Looks like I'm enjoying life right now!

I really needa thank God for what I have now (:

So I woke up really early today for my tuition!
I studied Chemistry

Somehow,I found it hard to tackle those questions. .
Mathematics was so much simpler! :D

Pretty tired since I slept for 5hours or so

Went home
Ate my lunch
Dozed off X:

Woke up and went to Church
I was still hesitating whether I should go anot
In the end, I went (:

God is on top of all!

I'm glad I made the right decision
Worship Service started
Sang songs and continued on the topic of How To Grow Spiritual Maturity?

There were new people joining us and some unable to join us for cell
So I think I'm growing strong with the Lord :D

The Fruit Of The Spirit Is Love,Joy,Peace,Patience,Kindness,Goodness,Faithfulness,Gentleness and Self Control
Against such thing there is no law

Galatians 5:22-23

Dear heavenly father, I just wanna thank you for everything you have given me
I just wanna pray for those people who were unable to attend cell to be able to attend next week in fact, every week
I pray that more people will join river life church!
I pray that father,you will guide me along and have stronger bonds with you
Do give me the power to remember your words
Lastly, father I pray that Pei Ting will be well again since she is not feeling well
I pray that in Jesus name, Amen (:

사랑해요

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2009-02-06T23:59:00.004+08:00

Let Your Feelings Show-In A Dilemma

Friday is the shortest and sweetest day :D

S.I.T with Miss Fazleen in the morning
She is a nice teacher larh!
Had a great talk with her (:

I want my O Lvl to be 12-15 points at most!

Had lessons till 12:30pm

I think I learn to accept criticism :D
Shall bother myself with nonsense No More!
What's the point of criticizing me when it affects me no more? (:

Thou shall maketh sure ye regret what you did!
Phucking disappointed in you
Phuck off!

Had 15min or so of extra lesson after school for Mathematics Revision

Went for tuition
Intensive Mathematics Revision

I do and do and do questions on Cumulative Frequency

Easy larh haahs!
Except the fact that I had to strand my eyes -.-

I think the graph I drew was awesome ^^

Was pretty tired/:

I setted my goals for O Lvl tgt with my tuition teacher?

My teacher want my Combine Science to get at least an A2! ._.
Mathematics MUST A1
Chinese MUST A1
Art A2?

English AT LEAST B3
Combine Humanities __?

Don't care how you think
I will just give in my best shot
Once and For All :D

Went home and changed
Sis and I went to Cheryl's house

Her house alot pple larh!

Eileen,Cynthia,Joey,Joanna,Li Ting,Esther, Hui Jia,Cheryl,her mum,my sis and myself :D

Some playing cards while some playing majhong

I sat there beside Esther and see her play cards
My sis went over to the other side and see Cheryl and co. playing majhong

After that Li Ting had to go home D:

I was like what?! I just came and we hadn't play together man ._.
Cheryl,Esther,Joey,Joanna and I went to eat

Da pao for my sis Honey Dew Sago

Sigh* Joey and Joanna need to be home ...

So the four of us went back Cheryl's place
We played Black Jack

Cythnia and my sis joined us later

Win and lose and win and lose
But the process damn funny larh! xD

In the end, I won :DDDDDDDD

But not much, since I lost the previous week ._.

Homed not long ago
Sorry cuzzie, I could not accompany you ):

I'm asking myself,

Yes or No?

I used to like Jaryl a tweeny weeny bit

For that night, it was Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl
Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl
Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl Jaryl

& more Jaryl!

Now,I'm confused ):

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2009-02-05T18:08:00.004+08:00

Cos There Was Never Me In You

I love last Sunday!
My mother's friend invited my mother,my aunt to their house to eat steamboat

The food was nice maybe because there was varieties!
Gambled with cousin,Jaryl,sister and Aunt Iris

Sian-ed I lost $3+

Homed at 12plus!

Monday was school -.-
Study,do work and do work-.-

After that was CCA
The sec 1's are so adorable :D
Rehearsal,training and training!

Ate with Marie and Sara at Compass Point

Tuesday was again
Study,do work and do work-.-

Met Naomi,Sam after school to learn about God :D

Yesterday
Study,do work and do work-.-

Thanks Sis,for showing me your concern
You are not dying!
At least you still have somebody .. perhaps me? (x

After school was
Rehearsal,training and training!

Sorry Sara,I couldn't accompany you ):

SYF DRAMA 2009 - SILVER AT LEAST ! :D

Finally I get to stay at home!
It been quite some time since I last relaxed!

O Lvl is seriously ... larh!

Tomorrow I'm having tuition after school!
I wanna seriously catch up man!

I doubt I digested what I learnt in school ):

After that I'm going over to Cheryl's house and GAMBLE! :D

I'm just so looking forward to weekends and no school days :D

I think I ....
Thanks for acting like you cared

I was so lost w/o you
Now I'm just hoping that Sec 4 will end fast!

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2009-01-31T23:47:00.005+08:00

Lord,I gave you my heart
I give you my soul
I live for you alone

Every breathe that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord, have your way in me

Woah! Today I was late for tuition
I thought tuition was supposed to start at 10:30am but it was actually 8:30am today -.-
I woke up thanks to my mum
My tuition teacher called me at 9plus
And mum pestered me to wake up -.-

So I went for tuition after preparing my stuff etc
I know a new friend today
Vivien :D

She have a attitude of her own man!
Justin another tuition pple dio own by her! xD

I did summary today
I can't believe I spent like 3hours doing it
I had to edit this and that because the points weren't relevant-.-

I was supposed to leave tuition at 11plus but ended up leaving tuition together with Vivien

We went shopping after that
Vivien bought a bag from Eight Percent
She bought a storybook at Popular
She pierced her left ear bone!

We went to Comics Connection, Cotton on and Mini toons
She goona get me that plushie on my birthday which is like in 7month plus time-.-

She's like so rich man! Around half an hour spend $50 le /:

We went to play at the arcade together
Quite sian already larh, arcade is just .. arcade lols X:

Accompanied her to the bus stop and waited for her bus to come

Went home and did one of my development drawing
Packed my stuff and everything before I took 89 to down town east

Met SK II at kopitiam
Walked to church together
No time for lunch /:

Worship service started
I learned God's word :D

Trying is impossible, never try but train
Train wisely, to be Godly

The topic I learned today was How to grow Spiritual Maturity by Senior Pastor Vincent Lun

As for the details,I shall not elaborate
To find out more, come to my church :D( River Life)

After worship service ended, went to the roof top
It was cell meeting

Before that, I did my tuition homework

Sam bought our dinner as usual
Today was a rather small group
Some went off to "Bai Nian" the others could not make it/:

Darren is Secondary 4 and he have four CCA?! :o
He so happened to be my ex-primary school classmate
No wonder I found him familiar hahahs!

What a coincidence!

I think I seriously am growing spiritually after our cell leader Samuel Yuan's sharing today

How is your walk with God?

I didn't like to study God's word actually
I found it a hassle
But somehow, after today's sharing I flipped the bible and read a few verses (:

Amos 5:16 says :

Therefore this is what the Lord,the Lord God Almighty, says:
"There will be wailing in all the streets and cries of anguish in every public square.

The farmers will be summered to weep and the mourners to wail.

Amos 5:17 says :

There will be wailing in all the vineyards.
for I will pass through your midst."

In fact, I read the whole chapter (:

I found it quite significant to me yeah ..

I love God and definitely I will put him on top of all
Author of all salvation, my lord is mighty to save he is mighty to save! :D

P.S Joshua! I linked you already so please don't say I didn't link you!

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-01-30T19:42:00.005+08:00

You're just a pest getting in my way ,getting on my nerves that I have yet to deal with

What's with the much ado about nothing?
Get your act together man!

2009-01-29T22:34:00.021+08:00

I stick to my guns whenever I feel strong about it

All the mocking,all the stuff that happened,all the stress,I had enough!

I'm so tired from everything
I'm everything but happy
Everyday,I feel like sleeping
I don't know how to carry on with life
I don't know what should I do and what should I not do
I don't know how to face each and every single soul out there

I did make an effort to change
But who can tell?

I don't wish to encounter anymore problems
They make my day worst,
big ones,small ones

Seeing ... reminds of the past..
Those memories, yes memories
All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow of a memory
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落

Enough is already enough!

I feel terrible
I feel so terrible right now

Who understands?

I'm still young and yet I have to face all the major problems

Stress,no life,pathetic is my life in school right now!

Everyday I have to wake up to find myself so tired/sick
I have to study for the sake of it

I seriously hate studying
Especially in that kind of environment I have in school right now
All the shyt I studied and all the shyt results I got really shyt me inside out
It utterly crap!

I see my friends getting the awards or sustained achievement
It made me feel like a complete loser!
What I got is nothing proud but ...!

I rather study in private academy or something?
I hate some of my subjects
Yeah, thanks to myself

Had I known I would be in this state earlier, I would study real hard
I guess I would probably in some other school,some other class or taking other/more subjects and enjoy life right now

Chinese New Year is too short
One and Two days is just like few hours to me man!

My life ,what is it?
It's some kind of robot life
Maybe not exactly since robot does not have feeling
Controlled/Manipulated by others

Day by day,

I have to follow the daily routines
I have to face people I ..
I have to obey this and abide to it

I can't help it!

I was never myself in school
Maybe I was, few year/s back?

But now I'm just enduring everything
I'm just .. just keeping everything to myself
Pretending to be fine
Pretending that I love school, pretending that I'm happy as can be ..

I never act like a big shot
I never am going to be that kind of person
You think you know me well?
Then think twice..

I feel ... because my friends are talking to ...
But of course,I have no rights to blame them

The Angle and mortal thing
I was downright unlucky
I picked .......

(the dot doesn't count the name lah-.-

I purposely derh ,stop guessing :D)

Appreciation Day on the 14th February?
What rubbishX:

Who would appreciate what you have done?
Do they even remember?

I doubt so (:

Who picked my name? No one! Because I didn't write my name :D
P(Shirlia)= 0/29
=0

Okay. Fine. I said my piece
Whether you care or not (:

Some of my friends are encountering problems now
We're just in the same boat?
But hope they will get over it (:

I Will Be - Leona Lewis

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

冷戰 Leng Zhan (Cold War) MV - 楊丞琳 Rainie Yang

你把我当成石膏再不跟我吵
是不是一种预告假装都看不到
不再重要我不会在更你闹

无言是一种毒药更像一把刀
切开我们的拥抱到底爱剩多少
需要思考承诺随爱蒸发掉

不想在当配角安静让我动摇我想逃跑

我听到你冷战的心跳两败俱伤的记号闪躲不了
我知道莫名其妙求饶也不会是解药不如弃权走掉
面对冷的空气冷的墙壁冷到昏迷冷到我真得快窒息
冷战到何时能平息放我离去

无言是一种毒药更像一把刀
切开我们的拥抱到底爱剩多少
需要思考承诺随爱蒸发掉

不想在当配角安静让我动摇我想逃跑

我听到你冷战的心跳两败俱伤的记号闪躲不了
我知道莫名其妙求饶也不会是解药不如弃权走掉
面对冷的空气冷的墙壁冷到昏迷冷到我真得快窒息
就让回忆停止呼吸成冰

我听到你冷战的心跳两败俱伤的记号闪躲不了
我知道莫名其妙求饶也不会是解药不如弃权走掉
面对冷的空气冷的墙壁冷到昏迷冷到我真得快窒息
冷战到何时能平息放我离去

I'm glad I still have God with me!(:

装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

Sleeping early nowadays

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-01-27T17:45:00.006+08:00

I' m back to post after ~~1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,~~ 9 days-.-

Basically life is so-so right now

Monday-Thursday is like phuck /:
So I'm not going to say anything about it

Friday

Chinese new year celebration after curriculum time
Nothing special ~
But I like talking with Dewi and Patricia :D

After that went to meet cousin

Saw Brenda and Cedric friend's
Took Bus 161 to Hougang Mall
Ate at Pastamania, my treat :D

The combo A together with Chicken Bolognese =FULL!
Cousin met her friend
They bought studs together

Train to Dhoby Ghuat
Saw Amanda and friend she's so pretty!
A pity I didn't see her in school ):
Watched Ink Heart at The Cathay

Went shopping
Bought a Tube Dress at This Fashion

Saw Brenda and friend
Helped them take photograph

Met Jermine and Bertha
Trained to Hougang
Bertha felt terrible because of her smiley piercing ):

Cousin helped her change stud
Accompanied them to bus stop
Waited for their bus to come and homed at 8plus

Saturday

Went for tuition
Went Park Way Parade together with cousin

Played,shopped and everything
Ate Burger King for dinner

Homed at 9plus

Mum bought me a pair of shorts
Thanks Mum (:

Sunday -Chinese New Year Eve

Shopping with Simi Family except for Siol ):
Cousin came with us

Bugis Street and Junction,The Hereen,Far east,Marina Square,Heartland Mall,Plaza Sing and The Cathay

I can't believe I went to so many places!

Bought 3 Tops
One from Fresh Imp and two from Bugis Street

Had lunch at Sub Way
Dinner was at home of course!

Homed at 7plus

Was it a reunion dinner? Definitely NOT!
Ate turn by turn /:
Dad wasn't even at home-.-

Yesterday -Chinese New Year

Went to both maternal and paternal grand parents houses
Got Ang Bao and everything

Ate,played at West Coast Park and gambled :D

Mac Cafe food and drink are nice (:

Homed at 12plus

Today

I did my mother tonugue bzbd like so finally!
Left with one last and major homework
Art!!!!! -.-

More shopping and movie pleaseeeee! :DDDDDDD

I'm currently into facebook's games and audition

School resume as per normal tomorrow, how great (:

Pictures if you uploaded them please do send me (:

P.S Today is the 27th
You know what day is today?

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-01-18T20:59:00.011+08:00

Time Flies When You're Having Fun

Single Ladies - Beyonce

Lyrics

All the single ladies (7x)

Now put your hands up
Up in the club, we just broke up
I’m doing my own little thing
you Decided to dip but now you wanna trip
Cuz another brother noticed me
I’m up on him, he up on me
dont pay him any attention
cuz i cried my tears, for three good years
Ya can’t be mad at me

[Chorus]
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he wants it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

wo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh x2

(Chorus)Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he wants it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

I got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
hold me tighter than my Dereon jeans
acting up, drink in my cup
I could care less what you think
I need no permission, did I mention
Dont pay him any attention
Cuz you had your turn
But now you gonna learn
What it really feels like to miss me

(Chorus)

Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he wants it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ohx2

Don’t treat me to the things of this world
I’m not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
Is a man that makes me, then takes me
And delivers me to destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I’m the one you own
If you don’t, you’ll be alone
And like a ghost I’ll be gone

All the single ladies (7x)
Now put your hands up

Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he wants it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

So I had fun just now
At least it is better than staying at home and doing crap?
But with movie it could have been even better

We went Escape Theme Park

Kept our belongings in a locker
Bought a drink at Orange Julius
Had quite a few rides

No kick man!
Sian siah, pirate ship,inverter and rainbow ain't working ):

Aftermath sister and uncle sherman played the wet wild I didn't play because ..

Went to E hub aftermath
Ate at Nebo Cafe
My sis phucking waste her food :o

Walked around and bought some stuff

Walked to White Sands
Played and shopped

Thanks Uncle Sherman I really appreciate your kindness
I know that if there is anything I feel like telling, I can tell you all about it :D

Sorry for the so brief post X:

Pictures will be uploaded soon (:

My heart totally sank again and again this few days
I cried everyday
Chains and chains of events pulled me real down
I don't wanna bother myself too much but it seems like everything is just rushing to ME!

Since sec 1 I had to endure all this bull shit
Why is it that things were never like this in my primary school?
I rather human be naive rather than the complicated being

It have been 4 years !
Not 1 ,nor 2 neither 3 but 4!
Those memories etched in my heart vividly
I never ever never had a secondary year w/o any problems

It is just a matter of a few or many!

I really really really regret coming to this school
Everyone is just so phucked up in one way or another!

I mean I'm nowhere better but other school must have been better!

Wonder how life is like in HIHS
I rather be in a girl's home then suffering endless pain here! ):
But on a second thought, how can my parents bear to see me landing up in this state?

Yeah,I created this shit
Nothing is gonna get for the better
No way man, thanks to myself
I should have heed you guys advice from the start
I'm so disappointed in myself
I ruin my life and trust by my own hands

I could have prevent all this from happening
I should have make nothing but the correct choices

I phucking hate my screwed up life and this will carry on for years!
I doubt I can get over it with ___ around
Nevertheless, I still thanks those who are there for me thanks alot,really! :D

Yeah,I created this shit
Nothing is gonna get for the better
No way man, thanks to myself
I should have heed you guys advice from the start
I'm so disappointed in myself
I ruin my life and trust by my own hands

I could have prevent all this from happening
I should have make nothing but the correct choices

I phucking hate my screwed up life and this will carry on for years!
I doubt I can get over it with ___ around
Nevertheless, I still thanks those who are there for me thanks alot,really! :D

I don't wanna say names anymore
Forget About It
It is seriously time consuming and tiring
It is not like I want to
Who want this to happen you tell me?
I shall not bother about you guys and bother about myself!

I must stop being a problematic girl!

I don't wanna continuing saying names
It is seriously time consuming and tiring
It is not like I want to
Who want this to happen you tell me?

I shall not bother about you guys and bother about myself!
Watch out Shirlia, just you watch out!

I'll take this as a lesson which came with a humongous price learned (:

Never will anything be like the past right?

I shall stop dreaming for the day to come ):

Fat Hope :D

Everyone is tired I guess,really just stop it

We made it happened so Face It! (:

Awesome! There is school tmrw :D
Compassvale Sec rawks my socks!
I'm so in love with schoooool big times!

Saw this in Chiam Hong's blog:
Instead of mourning over the losee, why not make up for it? :D

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-01-18T10:41:00.020+08:00

There Is Always A Blessing In The Storm
Through The Storm,Don't Forget To Get Your Praise On

The enemy can't stand your praises!

IMEEM Hot 10 Videos

Sooooooooooooo, I went for tuition in the morning
Teacher Jasmine thought me Biology
Coordination and Response,Reproduction in Plant

She helped me with my homework and I also practiced a few question

After that went to shop around
I want clothes from Cotton On!
I want eat at Pastamania!
I want that top from Coax!

Went home and did my art..
Zhen Hao woke up late!
No wonder he didn't call me back-.-

Took bus 89 and he board the bus near Compass Point

Both of us were pretty late /:
Reach Down Town East's Burger King at 3plus?

Chionged my food
Rachel,Aloyius and Zhen Hao helped me finish it up :D

Walked to River Life Church
Naomi and Debra was outside the entrance helping out I guess

Zachary bought two friends today
Wei Jie and Kelvin

Debra bought her classmate(I don't know how to spell her name)

Worship started
Sang songs,prayed
Our topic today was Finding Security In Times Of Uncertainty

It suits my situation perfectly (:

1. Recognize Who You Are and Who God is
2. Run To God's Family
3.&4. Is the title (:

Uncertainty includes:
Exam Results
Situation At Home
Broken Relationship (friend/BGR)

Aftermath we went to the roof top
Settled our self down

Everyone ate chicken rice for dinner except Aloysius
Chicken rice with more rice,1 packet of dark sauce and 3 packet of chill sauce-.-

Chatted with Deborah and Rachel
Looked at her hand phone's picture

Josh was so high today like really so damn HIGH!

Played Musical Chairs in a different formation
We had to close our eyes,hold onto each others shoulder and turn round and round

Because Ming Wei and Zhen Hao settled up the chairs so slowly :X

The chairs where beyond our reach
We had to run to get a sit
In the second round I can't find a sit so I lost ):

Rachel felt giddy :O

Sam came
We introduced ourselves for the sake of the new comers
Ming Wei disturbed Debra because of her nick name xD
The hobby that started from Zhen Hao was hilarious!

We had a recap of what we learn last week

It was worship time again
Sang Songs and discussed about some stuff

The whole thing end at 9Plus
We waited for people and dragged until 1o plus -.-

Josh was taking photo of Naomi,Zhen and Aloy
I was using Deborah's phone and taking Josh who was taking picture
Too bored you see/:
Send to me the pictures Deborah!
Walked to White Sands
Took bus with Zhen Hao,Zachary,Ben,Wei Jie,Kelvin and another guy home
The other's went home separately
I reached home at 11plus!

Sooooo lateeeeeeee! Pass Curfew time!
Better not bao tou horh! Ccb, I have enough of that shit man!
_|_ you all!

Today I was awaken by the commotion in my house
Always like that de lorh!

Will be going Escape Theme Park with Sister, Uncle Sherman and don't know who
Watching a movie too perhaps, The Haunting of Molly Hartley

I'm still left with 4 art drawings and 5 Pictures to find and print!):

What a hassle!
Had it not been for school, I think my life rawks!

I want shopping too!
Shopping,shopping, here I come! :DDDDDDD

To pb in KKW's blog: So you think it was my fault!?
If you say it was ,tell me the reasons why?
I don't know lah, so what if she's popular?
That has nothing to got with this-.-

In the first place, it was pple who bao tou me
The pple who bao tou me jolly well know that KKW is beside me in the photograph
They never thought of the consequences we will face

Btw, you've got no rights to question our "friendship"

True friends accept one and another for who they really am
I'm not like those guys who look at pple because of their looks

Looks,looks,looks I hate pple who judge people by it's looks!

If someone was to be blame for this, blame it on them!

You are being so unreasonable for this
On the surface it look like she has done alot for me
But do you know what I have done for her?
No you don't!
You are looking at one side of the story and accusing pple

You are brainwashing her about me
Making her think that it was my fault
So is ______
They were the one who started this and yet they are blaming me for this!?
What nonsense-.-

KKW's blog also got the pictures what!
It's not only my blog,
so it wasn't entirely my fault!

I only agree that I made the wrong decision in coming to Compassvale Sec

I don't understand this, I seriously don't
Why is it that when I'm with her, so many pple kao pei to her about me?

When I'm with others, the pple don't kao pei to my other friend like how they do to her

So what if pple hates me?
If they wanna hate me so be it
I don't give a phucking damn!

If she thinks that it's all my fault then, SO BE IT! ):

It seems like my parents are not angry over me!
They didn't scold me at all

In fact they just talk to me nicely :D

o My dad just want me to remove those pictures which I already did long ago!

Alright, now I must never ever never disappoint them!

I shall never touch cigg ever again

TSL, I want you to be my closest friend ever!
Nothing should have torn us apart in the first place ):

Now ,is for the school to know and for me to find out/:

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-01-16T23:05:00.009+08:00

Today is fine so will tomorrow and everyday :D

Guess this means youre sorry
Youre standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said youd never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin to pick a fight
I know that Ive got issues
But youre pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out Im nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldnt miss you, but I cant let go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

So I am over it!
I am , I am , I am over it!

Right now I must prove my words (:

But wonder how should I break this news to my parents..
Even though they have gone through worst -.-

When to school with Cheryl
Met Ling and Alvin at locker as usual
Sara approached me later
Talked to her

Assembly started
Mr Arasu talked to me
Miss Fazleen talked to me

Mrs Ang talked to me

I wrote a statement
I do feel remorseful very in fact
I'll learn to treasure myself and those friends (:

Mathematics test was easy peasy!
I can't guarantee myself full marks but I hope at least I will do well!

I didn't bring my O Lvl Ten Year Series and thesaurus
So,I had to lend O Lvl Ten Year Series from ..

Phuck today is the first day of my period and I ..

LCE was crap! (:

Nowhere; No Where or Now Here? (:

Next was recess
As usually ate with Dewi and Patricia
At least they care for me

The few girls in my class:Stop being such a bitch discussing about my blog in class!
You do know who you are!
Just kindly keep the comments to yourself!
Have you all got no brains?:D

Shairah,seriously I can't stand you sometimes faking about ..
My advise to you is don't flirt too much because you will regret

After recess was SS/HIS chionged Mr Arasu's work
I was absent for his period ytd so I had to do essay
Other's watch a video

Paiseh bo accompany you(wei chang)

After school, I went home and slept for 5Hours :D

It was a good nap except that there was no dream ):
Skip lunch and had cup noodles for dinner

Bible studies later on with sister and Aunt Diana (:

I seriously have to thanks this people who encouraged me
Sara,Dewi,Patricia,Wei Chang,Zhen Hao,Cheryl,Jun Kai,Nigel Tan,Marie,Alvin Didi,onceafriendnowastranger and Ling

Did I miss out anyone?/:

I will change for myself!
Sorry I've let you all down ):

Especially Sara

Sorry if I treasured you too lately but I will cherish you from Now onwards!

I can't believe you cried because of me )):
Your words meant alot alot alot to me!

Actually I find Mrs Ang's word really true too :D

Look,It's Just The Start It's Not Over Yet (:

No More Smoking!

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-01-15T12:37:00.024+08:00

The Hidden Me

Ewww,I'm ill right now ):
Hopefully I can get real well soon!

what hides behind tired eyes
broken & tied
to etchings of the past
blinded by misfortune
all painted blue & red
find the heart
beneath this flesh
lying dormant

tucked way beyond bone
making a home
of marrow
shattered hopes to hold
an unfound constant

Adapted from Deviantart
An outline of me, fantastic (:

Phucking annoyed with _____
Yesyes, he bao tou me and Ling!
But no worries,
we are gonna get back at him someday!

Jolly well watch out fat ass :D

~~Phuck man, wh~~y is everybody treating me this way?!
So what if I'm different
Do you have to add salt to my wounds?

Was the teacher blind to have appoint you as the vice chairman of drama?
Oh pls,you isn't even fit to be in drama club

Look at yourself in the mirror?
Just look at yourself at every angle

what can you think of? ('(00)']

I know I am better
Not like you at the very least

Jealous that my results are better than you? hahahs
That why you want me to have it the hard way?
No brain fat pig!

Brain washing practically behind my back everyday?
Hey I'm not some kind of ignorant people
I can sense it !

To that ______who is so humji
I pity you seriously,got guts talk behind my back infront act like nothing happen, phuck you man!
Oh yah,I'm not a copy catter like you fyi!
I don't like to pretend like you
I'm so unlike you!
I curse and swear hoping that you guys will die a terrible death! (:
I must win you guys in my studies too!

Enough is ENOUGH!
I can't just swallow this down man!
I never irritate you and yet you are irritating me/us!

I am not someone you can play with
Leave me alone and I will leave you alone
Don't try to do anything funny!
This has been on and on for years!
Not just this year but the entire secondary life!
Why can't you all just let be off?
Ain't you guys tired?
Well,I seriously don't know how to face life anymore
Seeing you all daily omg I rather go to the girl's home!

Wish you all the very best of luck (:

~~I'm seriously sick and tried of everything!~~
They are seriously driving me crazy!

I don't want my parents to feel disappointed again and again!
I am determined to study hard
I will change my weakness till they become my strength
I will not be defeated so easily

I don't wan to be stranger with you!
How I wish you were the first to know what happened to me but ..

It's only when you need help the most do you know who is truly there for you
I really wonder who is with me now):

I hope it's not too late (:
Give me more time please!

Hopefully you all will still trust me
I will earn my trust
I really will
I'm gonna put everything aside and try to pretend nothing has happen
Though it's horrible ):

~~just you wait~~

~~This is just not my day ):~~

I hate 4F!
Bunch of backstabbers and xia lan kia!

x333 bl0qqiie`

2009-01-14T23:06:00.018+08:00

One split second and we became strangers

Two pretty Molly and one ugly Betty (Me)

I miss you ):

I am back (:

So pissed off with my dad can!
The moment I start using my computer, he has been yacking non stop -.-

School was fine
Thanks Alvin did for treating me milo :D

I have to accept the fact that there is homework every single day!

Today I rushed my art thus I skipped recess

I am seriously having no idea of which theme I should do for art!
Can somebody give me suggestion?

Landmark
Glass Containers
Marine Life
Masks
Relaxing
Fold Hall

This,this,this or this? Lols-.-

I came across this picture while I'm researching for my art's images
I found the design rather attractive
It so happened that this building is from Kuwait and I'm learning about the Gulf war which involved Kuwait in my social studies

Anyway,the long awaited O Lvl results are finally out :D
I would say that majority of them did pretty well with the exception of those who did not slog their guts out

Yeah,it going to be my turn REALLLLLLLL SOOOOOOOON! :O

Back to what I did, basically I slacked with Ling after school for the past few days
Did homework together and ate together in fast food restaurant
Note that we really did our homework and not scribble nonsense!
Hahahahs,I'm still as guai as every :D

It has been quite a while since we slack after school one year in fact

Met my cousin later on
She shared her sushi from somebody with me :D
I went back home to change before I got out of the house

Was suppose to have fun playing lan
But look,the lan computer today sucks!
I wonder why man!
It's like a few computer can't play audi and the computer will return to the desktop after playing audition half way! Grrrhs!

Preferably, my cousin and I will go to Kovan Lan next time

Note to myself :
Bring back the art materials and book straps after school (in locker) because sis needs it

Buy a thick notebook to jot down all my phrases

Why must this befall on me and only me? ):

I want a happy ending!

I'm sitting looking out the window like damn
Tryna fix this situation that's at hand

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2009-01-11T20:33:00.005+08:00

"Since You Been Gone"

I'm back (:

So I didn't touch my art at all
Not even taking a look at it -.-

When slacking instead
Ling came and copied notes

I was eating my lunch then
Chatted and went to the resident corner

Doris and friend came over
She exchanged hp battery with Ling

Walked to Hougang Mall
Met Jasmine there

Shopped
There's a Grey Top which will be home next week after I get my pay :D

Ling and Jasmine went to clean their ear
Jasmine facial expression is cute de man!

Went to void deck
Jasmine did her homework

Crapped and started les-ing around -.-

Sent them to bus stop and homed (:

Bathed and here I am

I took this (:

So thanks to Uncle Wind, Sun Gong Gong and Aunt Shaky hand the photograph are of "up most" quality

Slacking with Ling and Jasmine beats staying at home (:

Look, English ST tmr! :O

There's no turning back now?

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2009-01-11T13:11:00.001+08:00

"I know you are truly there for me"
Picture taken in 2008

I am back :D

I'll post about Friday first

School was as per normal..
Except during Mr Arasu's lesson
Somebody's blog contained my name
That was just what pure retard do
You dare to use my name and write on his blog?
Come on lah,why did your parents give you a name?-.-
Was utterly pissed off but I didn't let it out of course!

I cursed and swear at the person who done it
But now,I change my thinking
I will love those I don't love (:

Friday is the shortest school day! :D

After school, met Ling and Mei Zhen
Went to their class and helped out with their class decoration
Camwhored

Didn't know how I lost you

Drank at KFC

Aftermath went home
Went to lan with cousin! (:

Was supposed to meet Ling but end not meeting, lols -.-

Naomi invited me to go to her church and I agreed :D

Read the Prologue of the book I lent
Bathed and slept

Love is not having to say Goodbye

Saturday

Woke up early morning at 8plus
Did my English homework
Watched televison and went for tuition

I learn about probability
Interesting (:

Sheryl was sitting at the same table as me
We disturbed one and another
Kinda fun eh!

After tuition I went to Hougang Mall
Saw Esther like first time in Hougang Mall!

Met Zhen Hao at 1:30pm
Went bus interchange
He cut his hair and he is grumbling about it lols!
I thought only girl do that xD

Debra,Zac,Ben,Joshua,Zhen Hao and I took 89
On the way Zhen wanted to explain to me "cell"
Zac and I was like smallest particle,living thing etcetc xD
Debra,Zhen and Zac talked about many things I listened
Alighted at Down Town East
Went for lunch at Burger King
BK Fish Meal

One by one,more and more pple came
Aloysius,Rachel Wong,Samuel,Darren and more came I forgot the name X:
Aloysius was a joker! xD
He told us lame jokes and Zhen Hao was like zzz -.-
Naomi was the last to arrive because she went to Temasek Poly

Walked to River Life Church at 3:45pm
Deborah,Enrika joined us later

Gather in the cell
The name of the cell is called SK II
Interesting right? :D

Chatted etcetc
The service started
Sang song and study the scripture

I had to stand because I was new
On top of that,I was sitting in the middle of 2nd row and I felt damn embarrassed can!

So the service ended at 6plus going 7pm
Orders were taken for dinner
We were sitting with a stretch of eight table and with an approximate of 18 people
John,Sam and Ming Wei joined us

Sam was the cell leader
He is really hilarious!
He joked with us etcetc :D

Ate Wan Ton noodles
Zhen,Josh ate really fast!
"Fed Up" Josh's catch phrase
Everyone is fed upppppp-ing
There's fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up and feddddddd uppppp :D

I heard from them that Rachel finished her food for the first time hahahs, good girl!

Aftermath,sang songs and learn about God
We also talked about how much we can trust god,who are our neighbors, how much we care about the world with ratings

What are our main concerns in 2009?
For me it was

God
O Lvl
Friends
Family

Audition,Computer,My blog,bloster,shopping and work! :D

The whole event ended at 9plus
Zhen,Zac,Ben and I long bang Debra dad's taxi home :D

Seriously I had a lot of fun
I also learnt about new things and fact
I finally ate 3 meals!

I won't mind coming for Church every week provided I have the time (:
Hopefully, I have time!

Bathed and slept

Today,I'm gonna stay at home and do art!):

Oh,Ling's coming over to pass me some stuff

2009 is gonna be Much Fruitful! (:

Hope that the Sec 4s will do well and smile from ear to ear when they got their O Lvl result :D

是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲?

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2009-01-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

Apparently,it seems like I am having lesser and lesser time to post):

When I was in primary school, I complained that school is tought!
When I was in Sec 1 I complained that school is tought!
When I was in Sec 2 I complained that school is tought!
When I was in Sec 3 I complained that school is tought!

Now as I'm in Sec 4,school is seriously stressful ,tough and everything bad unlike before D:

Looking back,I rather retake PSLE over and over again! (:

I have homework everyday!
Everyday, I have to worry about this and that!

So this week I was at home most of the day
Doing nothing else but homework! -.-
It kinda eat up a whole lot of time yeah?

Today school was as usual!
Was dismissed at 1pm

Had half an hour break
Went library and borrow a book called Last Of The WILDS

It is a pretty thick book with 614pages :O

I'll read it when I have the time!

Oh yah, forget to mention something

I think Mr Thong Mathematics lesson is not as bad as it sound? (:
The pace is just right and it's not all about Mathematics
He relate his lesson with some kinda story

I do look forward to him teaching Mathematics! :D
Miss Delia Yong speak English so well!
She had that kinda essence which I like

She told me that I have a unique name
What I like best about myself is my Name! :D

So took bus to Nan Yang Polytechnic
My class was spitted into two groups

We went to the School of Design,Engineering and Health Science
Was alright I thought

Saw various designs and how to nurse people
How I wish I can study Psychology!
Thought that it's pretty cool eh!

But crap,9 points and below WTPHUCK! ):

What about banking or business? Or even Psychology with drama?! 12 points ):
If only I score real low in O Lvl /: ?

I have to refrain myself from going out
I have to refrain myself from playing lan

I must study hard
I must pay fullest attention in class

I must step out of my secondary school with nothing else but joy when I get my O Lvl result :D

Got quite a number of brochures
Got to know new stuff there

Polytechnic is so big compared to secondary school lah!
It seemed so much better than secondary school too!

Got a lil handphone holder from the school of Digital and Precision Engineering
Ewwww, I wish I can visit the business school! ):

The best part was when I saw people dancing
Their choreography and body movement is nice man!
I wanna be like them ^^

So went CP after NYP visit
Slacked alone and bought my earstick

Went to find Ling,Mei Zhen,Zeenat and Miss Yeow
They went to popular to buy new year stuff

I accompanied them lo (:

Then went to LJS
Miss Yeow treated all of us a drink :D

Took the same bus home tgt with Mei Zhen and Miss Yeow
On the bus was dee siao ing Miss Yeow because there was someone wearing Qi Bao
I wondered how Miss Yeow look like with it ?!

Laughed all the way home xD

Ate my dinner
Got a call from Man Lin
Changed and went Hougang Mall meet her

She hasn't really change actually
Allison was with her

Slacked together

Bought some food and drinks
Went void deck eat

The wind was howling and I was nothing but cold! -.-

Homed,bathed and did a bit more of my art

It seem like everyone is drifting apart D:

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2009-01-06T00:33:00.003+08:00

One After Another

I'm struck in doing my Social Studies work lah!
Look at the time now 12:34am
What a nice number-.-

It's so late now can!
I mean I need to rest
I can't afford to tire myself out!
No NO N-O!

I'm so sick and tired duh!

Today actually yesterday which was a monday
Damn phuck siah,

I met Alvin at usual place
Aftermath we slacked

Here's the thing
Principal come kao pei me about my hair
She shouted or told me that I can jolly well leave the school if I continue to have this kind of attitude
I WISH!-.-

As usual, assembly
Check attire,hair and EVERYTHING!
Usual routine and usual pple getting caught/:

Aftermath,we had to go to the hall
I haven't even stepped on the stairs and Shariff stopped me
She said I tried avoiding her because I saw her from the corner of my eyes
I was like o.0

Sin Ya was caught too-.-
Lame siah,I already clipped my hair and yet she is not satisfied with the way I clipped my hair
Vice Principal very big meh?X:

Assembly.
I went to toilet
Sat behind where the counselors sat
I guess that it was too crowded to move in front

Had those talks and this year's school theme

Went for recess with Suke
Fancy him being called up for truancy xD

Actually I wanted to eat with him and siol
However,there was a lack of time

Suke and I was finding siol,
I wanted to do some work,
Ended up I didn't do my work and go recess with them together

Lessons!
I will still be taught by Mr Tang for Chemistry
I will be taught Mathematics by Mr Dave Thong
Heard that he isn't good o.0

I had chemistry homework on balancing equations!
I suck at it):

Mrs Yoga came to our class to talked about O Level and the score you need to get etcetc
I agreed with her

If you put in an effort,you will never fail
If you put in good effort,you will score well

You will only fail when you give up on yourselves!

Was banded into Mr Dave Thong's class
We went to the library
He talked about his life etcetc
Kinda crapX:

Had Mother Tongue lesson
Miss Lim will still be my chinese teacher
She told us what each of us can score etcetc

SS lesson
Viewed 150 slides about Kuwait and Iraq

Saw some other videos as well

Dismissed! ;D

Went to eat at Kou Fu with Okki
Saw Belinda,Ernestine and I forgot who there?X:

Aftermath went back school
Saw Pat and De Ying :D

Didn't disturb them because Okki and I didn't want to be the light bulbs (x

Changed and everything
Okki passed Siol some stuff

Drama lesson from 3:15pm to 6:20pm
I was exhausted!

As usual,choir rehearsed what we need to do for SYF
Except that this time round we need not say Your Majesty which I will forget because I'm not use to it yet

After CCA, went find Suke at Siol's house there

Took bus together with Cedric there
Did my chemistry and chit chatted (:

Walked around,listened to songs
Walked from Siol's house to Hougang Mall
Suke finally ate at KFC!
I drank Root Beer
He bombarded me with questions and I replied him all :D

Continued doing my chemistry
Home around 9plus

If you are the leaf,you will not know that you are related to the tree till you finally realize it?X:

Cheer up alright, I will always be there for you as a friend :D
Everything's gonna be fine pretty soon!

So goona catch my beauty sleep now, Sayonarah![:

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